period contention

so, i haven't had one of these in a while, i'm enjoying it already- the font is more compact than livejournal which always makes me feel a lot better- i have a short attention span and like change every now and again, as long as it doesn't fuck with the brain. plus,
i spent a lot of my teenage years on livejournal- whinning about how my 27 year old fuck didn't love me. sigh. is this how i'm meant to start this thing? i'm 21 now, i live in a real house, i enjoy cooking fresh food, own a tiny little cat who is literally my favourite thing in all the world, i spend most of my time either looking at or taking pictures of her. she twitches in her sleep and does a lot of other things too which bring me so much joy.

and
in two days time i finish university 4eva- a film studies graduate.. i am pretty much everything i think that i thought was Bastard in my past life. not in a good way necessarily, i still hate everyone around me quite often, but i am controlled now, i'm off the pill again so my hormones are back to some kind of routine'd composed state (seriously)
i am also listening to the
all
time
best
pure garage album which is a pretty lucky, as i share a room with my boyfriend* and he is only tolerant of my shit music taste** every now and again, recently he has dis-allowed me nina simone priveleges or any vagina music that isn't kate bush or girls aloud (everyone has their weaknesses, right) . never understood vagina music myself, probably because i've never known a real boy before, all of my friends are either gay or emotionally stunted. what did you do between ages 12-19 if not sit alone in your room at 4am listening to the manics? football or drugs apparantly.
* catholic school never held well
**i don't agree